spamming.

my mind is filled with a lot a lot of different thoughts right now.
i always think that others life is better than me
(though it seemed true)
and i always complain.
i always feel that god is unfair
i have too many challenes to face in my life
and i dislike it.
why can it be like a river, free flow.

mummy say i always like to compare,
yea indeed.
but thats the only way for me to relief my stress/anger.

FOUR more days and i'm stepping down.
but i'm not doing my last job well
cause i did not set my priority right i guess.

lousy xinyu lousy really lousy.