Sunday, July 18, 2010
SACHOOM :)
hehe. i really really enjoyed it to the max.
this guy above is the one i liked most :)
though he was not the one who pulled me up on stage.
sudden source of happpiness.
thinking of it will make me smile randomly. gehehe :)
i'm so involved into the show We Got Married.
life is so sweet for these celebrities who is around my age.
haha but i am all alone :(
luckily there are friends. haiz
hehe. bestie pocky bought satay to my house.
a while since we talked and his hair is now so paul 2hill.
lol.
smiling smiling smiling
i think i look like a retard.
lol.
xinyu
Y10:41 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
thoughtsworried about my mid years.
jokwon is really sweet.
birthday card on the way.
loneliness.
thinking hard.
i will not say i did not study for mid year
but i dare proudly say i did study hard.
though i knew the results will be lousy again
i dunno if i should lose hope with myself?
i dread having to meet teachers
cause i know i will cry and they will wan me u turn.
jokwon. he resembles someone.
and made me wondered if there are possibilities.
though it might be a wishful thinking again,
i hope i can be GAIN in some extent
and find someone who can made me happy and laugh.
will there ever be a chance?
wenxin and kaiying's bday card.
sometimes i wonder am i too involved into others' feeling
no one seems to care alot and i put in a lot of effort
but birthday its once in a lifetime
or i mean i can only celebrate with them that few times
so should not we put in more effort?
i dunno but mummy is scolding me stupid
makes me more upset. :(
sometimes i think my life is lousy but sometimes its good
i cannnot differentiate
just like maths
so irritating.
but i dunno who to ask when i want go out
cause i scare being rejected
and i like being asked though its not often.
haiz. i think i should end with this.
haiz<3 yu
Y12:07 PM
