Tuesday, September 21, 2010
almost one month since i last blogged
many thoughts have been going through my mind
u-turn.
its halfway through my prelims
and i know my results is gonna be almost Us again.
i have no idea what i am still doing now.
to study or not to?
i don't think i have not studied hard or worked hard
but its not showing
and i dunno how to prove to others anymore.
i have no more energy no more faith no more hope.
what should i do?
but i really dun like the feeling of U-turning.
and the main reason why others can but i can't
time.
i asked if i can join you all for lunch
straight reply: huh? we finishing le ye.
next reply: yea loh.
i seriously dunno wad to say when i hear this.
a friendship worth 15 mins?
:(
home.
umbrellas thrown away.
did everything that we could.
please go away and stop worrying us here.
its all so messed up already
please please please go away.
may things changed and hope recovered.
Y9:36 PM
